Everything in my life has fallen in around me again and I cannot take it anymore. I do not want to die but I do not want to live and deal with it anymore. My wife has left due to my stupidity. If I do not pass a revenue objective at work by next Thursday [...]

This is going to be a very long post, so please bare with me on it, and read it. First, a little background on me and the office before I head into our problems. I work as a web developer for a design agency. I am the only developer here, because of this, I am [...]