I feel as if some of you guys might be able to relate to this. Its like sometimes I’ll have times when I’m afraid to talk to anyone because they will judge me and even when I force myself to talk to them I feel as if I’m not myself. I’ll sometimes be afraid to […]
I asked her to marry me and well yeah like the title says. Ill fill in the long details later after I get home from work. I need some cheering up quick though… I haven’t eaten in over a day. I tried but just makes me feel sick. right now im on the caffeine (morning) […]
haven’t seen one of these threads in the asylum in a while. I’ll name a few: -aced my oral exams -loving the hell out of the car I just bought as I sell the other one. it feels good to have a car that’s actually fairly reliable and didn’t have to be a Honda/Toyota. -looking […]
Who else has it or has survived it? I had a 50/50 chance of dying when I was 14 (started when I was 12) but pulled through. Fuckin love doctors. I had a fairly serious case of Melanoma. Anyone else a survivor? My grandfather had lung cancer and he passed away I’ve also interned on […]
The older I get the more and more I get to the point of almost irrational anger over holidays. The level of commercialism and bullshit that goes down on these events where we are supposed to be enjoying family and loved ones. Fuck them all. That is all. PS. what it does to people is […]
i really don’t know where to start this but if i make any grammer mistakes pls don’t mind is since english is not my first language. this is going to be confusing as hell since i don’t remember half of the things she has done. i have been a member to this trance website for […]
I’m nervous as hell, I’ve never ever opened up to someone who’s a complete stranger, though I guess this post is a bit of a trial run. I’m scared, but there’s gotta be something out there more than the way I’ve been. I’ve posted on here a few times in the past, but not within […]
It got me thinking, was I really boring and am I really boring when I date someone? I thought about this and when I dated this girl two years ago, I really didn’t spread things out and I wanted to see her every week and all we did was always go out to dinner. No […]
Weve only been together just over a month, but I thought Id finally found a girl who didnt have any real problems, no baggage really. We get along great, seeing each other every weekend or so. Yesterday when she and her friend came over, I could tell somethin was different though. She didnt wanna be […]
I’d just like to warn you in advance, this is going to be really long and I don’t really expect anyone to read this but I need to say it anyway. I wrote this late at night after no sleep so the punctuation I’m sure is terrible but whatever. I guess I might as well […]