The older I get the more and more I get to the point of almost irrational anger over holidays. The level of commercialism and bullshit that goes down on these events where we are supposed to be enjoying family and loved ones. Fuck them all. That is all.
PS. what it does to people is [...]

i really don’t know where to start this but if i make any grammer mistakes pls don’t mind is since english is not my first language.
this is going to be confusing as hell since i don’t remember half of the things she has done.
i have been a member to this trance website for about a [...]

I’m nervous as hell, I’ve never ever opened up to someone who’s a complete stranger, though I guess this post is a bit of a trial run. I’m scared, but there’s gotta be something out there more than the way I’ve been. I’ve posted on here a few times in the past, but not [...]

It got me thinking, was I really boring and am I really boring when I date someone? I thought about this and when I dated this girl two years ago, I really didn’t spread things out and I wanted to see her every week and all we did was always go out to dinner. No [...]

Weve only been together just over a month, but I thought Id finally found a girl who didnt have any real problems, no baggage really. We get along great, seeing each other every weekend or so. Yesterday when she and her friend came over, I could tell somethin was different though. She didnt wanna be [...]

I’d just like to warn you in advance, this is going to be really long and I don’t really expect anyone to read this but I need to say it anyway. I wrote this late at night after no sleep so the punctuation I’m sure is terrible but whatever.
I guess I might as well start [...]

Last summer i met this girl at this party which i thought was pretty cute and we spoke for a bit. My friends told me not to give her much attention because she has a b/f.
So that was that.
Last Nov i stumble on her myspace and it says single. turns out she broke up with [...]

Less the a year ago my mom passed away from cancer.
Please bear with me cause the way this dream that just happened to hard to explain.
I just the strangest dream how I was visiting her at her grave sight and the ground around her slowly started to crumble and she slowly arisen from ground…still [...]