Posts Tagged ‘soccer’

depressed

19 November, 2010
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I feel horrible. Im angry and mad but not at the point of doing anything stupid to myself but for the last couple weeks nothing I have done has made me feel any better. I love soccer and I would play it every day and was in the middle of high school season when I, […]

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looking on the bright side

25 October, 2008
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i know i dont have that many posts, but i am a long time reader..just like to read on my spare time usually. the deal is, i am a big time soccer player. BIG time. i spend all of my free time almost doing that and im very dedicated, at the age of 16 i […]

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End of the road v.4.5-year relationship

23 October, 2008
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Last night, my girlfriend and I decided to call it quits. It was probably the toughest decision I’ve made. Funny how you picture yourself with someone and suddenly it’s over. God damn, I don’t even know where to begin now. My life is so routine with 2 jobs that making a lifestyle change is going […]

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I thought of something I wanted to share… i can’t stand mature people.

27 August, 2008
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In the sense of the way they "Act". Im 26, most of my closest freinds are much older than me because in high school I hung out with an older crowd. A handful of them I still go out with from time to time and a handful I just lost contact with. I think pretty […]

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EDU: how i lifted myself out of depression

26 August, 2008
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for most of my life i was completely despondent and found escapism in video games, porn, the internet, alcohol, drugs, aimless ‘fun’, etc. it wasn’t until this year that i decided to get more proactive with my life and made it my mission to get more involved. I joined a soccer league, got an extra […]

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never satisfied with myself

25 August, 2008
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im just never satisfied with myself. is that healthy? on the one hand it motivates me to improve, on the other hand i never really like myself and it gives me these mood swings. one day i could be happy, and then i hear/see one of my friends with expensive cars, telling about their fancy […]

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gf of 2 years wants to take a break

24 August, 2008
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i dunno what to do, I dont date and this is the first girl ive dated in along time (2 years), she wants to take a break and said we should because its been rocky/wierd for awhile. And i agree that it has but just seems wierd i thought we were taking a break but […]

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As if having no friends wasn’t enough …

10 August, 2008
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I hope you didn’t ditch all of your friends for your SO. It happens though, a lot of people end up doing it. Like the last guy said, start small, and things will build.Sounds like a great time to investigate Gnosticism or Buddhism, where one learns that all impressions of friends, wife, etc are temporary […]

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get your disordered booties in here

31 July, 2008
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*Notice: I don’t want this to be triggering to anyone in anyway, but I can’t promise it won’t be. Just be careful guys* So how are you guys doing lately? I know a few of you were seeking treatment/recovery- how’s that going? I’m having a shitty time trying to keep my ED in check lately. […]

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