I pretty much want to die. I’m too much of a wuss to actually go through with it, I think. But I do. Currently, I have a financial problems, academic problems, emotional problems. I don’t expect anyone to really tell me anything new or even respond to this, but I just have to write it [...]

Quick story before thisw battery runs out, I end up through no fault of my own in a place 70 miles from where I stay, it’s New Years. I get invited back to a party and to cut a long story short this was about 2:30am. get back, in while then walk about the streets [...]

Saturday 21/06/08 — 5:30am It’s about 5:30am and I just woke up for the third time due to a nightmare tonight. It was pretty much a lucid dream, because I knew I was in a dream but it was still terrifying. I woke up immediately and wrote down notes, because I want these to stop. [...]