ok OT if you read my original thread.. (Link to OG thread )
About my Ex this is what she said today in an email. I don’t know how to take it, how to respond, if i should believe a word in it, is it positive, is it a guilt reply, am I retarded [...]

Im sure I can, but I need to hear it from someone who has been through it before.
First off, I make roughly 2800-3000 per month
Rent for a 2 bedroom apt – 820(includes heat and water)
Electricity – ???
Monthly loan payment – 140
Student loan payment – 100
Food – ~300
Fuel for bike – ~$30
Fuel for car [...]