It is getting quite depressing but I don’t care anything about this fucking towns football games. Every weekend the same thing everyone starts partying on Friday and I am left by my self all weekend. There is nothing to do if you don’t like football in this damn town. You may ask why don’t I […]

Like I haven’t been living because I’ve never lived anywhere but Dallas. I worked in New Orleans for 9 months, Santa Fe 6 months, OKC for 9 months, and I’m about to be sent to Little Rock for 3 months. I just went on a great vacation in the San Francisco / Sonoma, and I […]

I don’t know what to do about this really. I mean, I’m not a terribly bad looking person. I’m pretty athletic and very active, positive, funny, blah blah blah. All taht good stuff. But it’s not a product of my nature, it’s a product of my environment. I’m just really interested in a lot of […]

My maternal Grandma passed away Tuesday night at the hospital. She was 94 and lived through so much, it was nice to see her go peacefully. I held her hand for her last breath and kept holding for about an hour more after. I’m having a lot of trouble dealing with her passing, but not […]

*Notice: I don’t want this to be triggering to anyone in anyway, but I can’t promise it won’t be. Just be careful guys* So how are you guys doing lately? I know a few of you were seeking treatment/recovery- how’s that going? I’m having a shitty time trying to keep my ED in check lately. […]