Ok, I’m not going to elaborate completely as if I did, it would take probably multiple hours and this would be the length of a best selling novel, but I’ll just vent here a little, and if anyone wants to ask any questions – go for it. I go through extreme mood swings each and [...]

I am that close. Medication is failing me now and there are no other drugs available for my condition. I know what’s coming. I can’t stop these damn fucking thoughts coming through. Might be a cry for help but I have no intention of going back to where I was. Fuck this life.1-800-SUICIDE CALL NOW. [...]

i’ve posted about this before i think, but i had been on a really good streak of a few months of feeling pretty awesome in general, and now i just have this wave of really intense ennui. i don’t care about anything, my interests dont really interest me, everything seems pointless, is there a name [...]