I am that close. Medication is failing me now and there are no other drugs available for my condition. I know what’s coming. I can’t stop these damn fucking thoughts coming through. Might be a cry for help but I have no intention of going back to where I was. Fuck this life.1-800-SUICIDE CALL NOW. [...]

Two days off, and I get caught up on the web till 6am. Fair enough but when he comes down knocking the door down and being rude it got to me. I asked him to repeat as he said it as he walked away. Just got worse…for those who don’t know I’m bipiolar- ultraradian/mixed manic/flashbacks/psychotic. [...]

Quick story before thisw battery runs out, I end up through no fault of my own in a place 70 miles from where I stay, it’s New Years. I get invited back to a party and to cut a long story short this was about 2:30am. get back, in while then walk about the streets [...]

I’ll put this in point form so as to not turn this into an allthatshit.jpg Last few years, I’ve started hating my bro’s guts for all the drama/problems he caused with my dad. I think that’s made me bitter over the years, especially around/with him. On top of that: 1) My parents lost their jobs. [...]