Posts Tagged ‘heart attack’

Panic Attack out of no where – 2nd time in 3 days

25 August, 2008
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I think I had a panic attack tonight. I was reading a book that gave a description of the afterlife. I would post what it said, but I don’t want to have another one.
Anyway, it triggered me thinking of death and the fact that one day I might have the same [...]

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Alright, WTF? I’ve been a crybaby lately

19 August, 2008
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Examples:
1) There’s a commercial from Iams or something on TV that shows a family looking to adopt a dog, but it’s from the dog’s view. The family looks at the dog and walks away and the dog looks sad. There’s sad music in the background. EVERY time I see it I well up like a [...]

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Not what I envisioned for prom night

18 August, 2008
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I’m getting ready for my senior prom. I throw on my black suit, put gel in my hair, make sure I smell and look nice for my girlfriend. I am so absolutely excited to see all my friends together tonight for one of the last times. I’m about to walk out of the door, seeing [...]

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a little venting, comments welcome/requested

18 August, 2008
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My dad beat the crap out me day in and day out for as long as i can remember. when he died, I only felt anger because he ruined my summer (by making me return home from college to take over the warehouse he left behind)
So (i think) that’s why I have become emotionally [...]

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I’m kind of at a loss of what to do now- sick dad

9 August, 2008
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My dad has been sick for a while…so I’m gonna summarize the situation.
-had a kidney trasnplant at 26, he’s 54 now
-2 years went into a coma, turned out to be liver failure (probably from the rejection meds, he’s not a drug/alcohol user)
-now is trying to get on the liver/kidney transplant list at UCLA
-is in the [...]

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Finding a reason to go on

9 August, 2008
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I am wondering how some of you find a reason to keep going on, because I’m having a hard time finding one. I’m 26 years old, and I still live at home. The reason is my father passed away from a heart attack about a year and half ago, my mom [...]

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anxiety problems now creeping into sex life

7 August, 2008
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For the last couple of years my anxiety is getting worse and worse. I don’t know exactly what a "panic attack" is persay but I do get little episodes of fear for no reason. For example in a restaurant the other day I got this feeling of extreme discomfort and I didn’t want [...]

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