I haven’t been right emotionally since last Feb. I posted in here a few times before after all of that. I get really emotional and I don’t think straight. These experiences can last hours, days, a couple times I can say a week or so. I’ve gotten so depressed at times it has shocked me. […]

The older I get the more and more I get to the point of almost irrational anger over holidays. The level of commercialism and bullshit that goes down on these events where we are supposed to be enjoying family and loved ones. Fuck them all. That is all. PS. what it does to people is […]

Err…yeah. I havent been on a first date in 6 years and Ive been on two first dates in the last 9 years. Needless to say, Im a little frightened. Advice!?!?!Be cool. In other words, try your very hardest just to relax and have fun with it. You might know within 10 mintes that you […]