Posts Tagged ‘counselor’

A Cyanide Pill (Poison Pill)

18 December, 2010
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A cyanide pill, I’ve researched on, is a poison pill with the ablity to kill you within seconds or minutes. It’s been difficult but are these available for purchase? Is there any chance in the world that these can be obtained?Its exactly because of its killing ability that you won’t find it in your local […]

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Abuse as a child v. gonna fuck me in the head?

21 November, 2010
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I can’t believe I’m even posting this, no one knows outside my family and I’ve kept it hidden my entire life. No asshole comments, please. Only reason I’m posting this is to vent it out and get feedback on if I should seek help or if I can just try to forget it. Is this […]

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Anxiety and Uncertainty

16 November, 2010
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I feel like there is way too much going on in my head. I am constantly worrying and thinking and analyzing. I have all of these thoughts pulling me all over the place and it’s stopped the flow of life. I can’t just seem to naturally go through my day; I seem to become paralyzed. […]

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Girlfriend wants an engagement ring…

7 November, 2010
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My girlfriend has been pushing marriage lately. We had a long talk today and we’re both confused about where our relationship is going. We have some issues that REALLY need to be worked out before I’ll give her an engagement ring. She has expressed these issues but still wants the ring. I have a wedding […]

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What should i do at my next psychiatrist appointment(friday)

31 October, 2010
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so i stopped taking my medication(depakote, risperdol) and everything bad that was happening on them has gone away completely or went away. i have determined that i will never take another pill like that in my life. now should i tell the doctor im not taking them and all the negative things have gone away […]

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close friend just told me she was raped when she was 10

24 August, 2010
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friend of mine from school..we talk normally, partied a few times..etc. id consider a close enough friend. talking to her tonite, she said she was a bit depressed, spoke to her a bit then stuff got a bit deeper..to cut a long story short she told me she was suicidal becuase of stuff that happened […]

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why does it bother me that my ex found a man so quickly?

3 June, 2010
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Hey guys… this is a really long story, but in the short, my ex fiance and I broke up a month ago, I fell out of love with her because of what she became towards me a while back, I ended hooking up with someone else a week after and found it wasn’t what I […]

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Goddamnit.

5 May, 2010
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I have Borderline Personality Disorder. I’m sick and fucking tired of it ruining my relationships cause I can’t "get a grip" like normal people. Every girl I’ve been with has stuck it out for as long as I want them to but I always end it cause I feel bad for what I put them […]

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Having to make difficult choices (anonymous post)

22 April, 2010
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When I was younger, I didn’t make very good choices when it came to men and sex -I knew that the guys I was dating didn’t care about me or my feelings. But, I learned early on that if I just gave them what they wanted, they would stop complaining about me never being in […]

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New Treatment

24 November, 2009
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I’m starting a new treatment tomorrow. As some might know I’ve suffered illness for many years now. 21 of 29 years I’ve spent ill. I can’t emphasize enough the amount of pain and anxiety it’s caused. I’m making a decision to begin a treatment tomorrow that is in opposition to my specialists opinion. I stayed […]

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