Christing fuck I’ve had anxiety my entire life but tonight it came to a head and I almost had my first honest-to-god anxiety attack. My grandmom has never been an easy person to get along with. Shit, I had to get it from somewhere, right? But she was always tolerable and pleasant more often than [...]

the catalyst for this thread, was a recent thread about being too negative…i often have a hard time feeling happy about anything…for awhile the only thing that usually made me remotely happy was sex and money…but they are pretty fleeting, and im always out chasing for more. but now that i have a God daughter, [...]