on having 2 different, "nice" cars, and it’s pretty damn depressing. When I was 17 1/2, I graduated from high school and as my present I got the down payment paid for on a lease of 2001 Audi A4. Got a nice deal, with a $325 monthly payment. Had it for 4 years, so I [...]

Im working on detailing a clients car today and all I can do is thinking about the last 5 weeks events, its driving me fucking mad. When you cannot focus what do you do to get yourself over that hump and get a clear head?If I can’t clear my mind, I stop what I’m doing [...]

I’ve dated about 6 women since 2006, 5 recently from September 2007. I’d be more than happy to post pictures of the women I dated, just so we can put faces with names, etc. I’ll even post my picture before that… curious to get other’s analytic views on some of these short lived dates too.. [...]

Most of this was written a few months ago. Psychological trauma fully characterizes my life, from the earliest rememberable memories childhood up until I went away to University. It probably never went away. I was tormented, tortured and abused by my own family and they sent me to schools that kept that humiliating abuse alive. [...]