So its 2008 Im 28 years of age. Most of my life Ive been extremely shy and overweight, in 2001 I weighed 144 kg I guess thats like 300 pounds. I weigh around 100 kg at the moment. The last year or so Ive grown a fair bit emotionally, I’m not as shy and withdrawn [...]

Ok I’ll go through the events leading up to today in short form, 10 years ago I lost my wife to cancer, we had a daughter in her time with me. 7 years ago I hooked up with a crack ho drug addict who I thought I could change. Yes I was in love with [...]

the catalyst for this thread, was a recent thread about being too negative…i often have a hard time feeling happy about anything…for awhile the only thing that usually made me remotely happy was sex and money…but they are pretty fleeting, and im always out chasing for more. but now that i have a God daughter, [...]