I have only been in one serious relationship that started back in high school and lasted 2 years. I broke things off at a really bad time (2 weeks before prom) and I have regretted it ever since. Now I have been in a dry spell for a year now and it sucks. I’m not [...]

-finding out your dad and grand dad both got the Cancer
-G/f breaks up with you to whore out her last semester of college
-the girl you had on deck, because you saw the break up coming, gets in a near fatal car accident.
-getting laid off
-getting your ass kicked and body slammed while black out drunk
-being the [...]

Not a good Friday, I just received my Mental Health evaluation for S.S.I disability.

I’m not feeling to good today, actually it’s my stress. I knew I was a stress case, but my MH doctor wrote a lot of things that she never told me about in my disability qualification letter. I wonder if she is [...]

I have led a pretty happy normal life. Can’t complain too much, except for when it comes to relationships. I always seem to wind up with the cheaters, the psychos, and let’s not forget the married men. I know what everyone is going to say "your not looking in the right places." Seriously, i’m never [...]

mod edit:no drug,or alcohol abuse stimulation please. Maybe you need a boost in self esteem? I know that’s what my problem is.the way i did it was just to do it basically. you have to cross this line, kind of an emotional barrier. keep doing it and it will come more naturally. once you [...]

For starters he was absolutely HOT! Tall, dark, handsome, gorgeous blue eyes. Too bad he was married. I had gone to a friends wedding as the Maid of Honor and he was the Best Man. The night of the wedding he kept refilling my glass of champagne for me (as well as the bride and [...]

It really ticks me off that a really great guy ends up with some bitch who walks all over them, and them being a good guy just take it. Then when the whore cheats on him they say "fuck this shit being a good guy gets me no where i’m just going to be an [...]

The bars were shit, only a few women but of course it didn’t mean shit because I didn’t do anything. There was one brunette I made eye contact with, but as soon as I drew my Sam Houston style line in the sand to say "get up and talk to girls again," two douche [...]

In January I had a regular appointment with my gynecologist, during which I had a pap smear. I got a letter from her about a month later, which I didnt open because I thought it was a bill–and you dont pay bills, you put them in a pile to worry about when you get a [...]

Ok, I’m not going to elaborate completely as if I did, it would take probably multiple hours and this would be the length of a best selling novel, but I’ll just vent here a little, and if anyone wants to ask any questions - go for it.
I go through extreme mood swings each and everyday. [...]