I work with a girl I dated with for a little while. We had a vacation together which was awesome, and there was gratuitous sex. We hung out a few times after that, and it was really really good for both of us. I had to go out of town with her this week for work, and I resisted my desire to make a sexual move on her. I think we were there a couple times and she was waiting for me to make a move, but I didn’t.
I’ve been on this huge kick lately where I make no fucking excuses for anything with women, and I go for what i want every time because when I started doing this and talking to every woman who I saw, i realized that regret is the most painful emotion of them all. I don’t know I’m going to regret not going after her this time, or if it was a good decision, but right now I feel the regret. I don’t want to look back on this in 10-years and think I made a mistake and compromised my life.
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I don’t know why it happens. I just feel detached from everyone sometimes, even my GF. I just really don’t know why I feel like this sometimes. I just feel so cold and uncaring, like I could say anything to someone and not feel any remorse and I hate it. I feel like I could walk away from my friends/GF and not care. I’m so removed and yet I feel like I’m trying to cry for help at the same time, it doesn’t even make sense. Its absolutely terrifying sometimes… Anyone else deal with this?
That feeling can come from compulsive lying, how honest are you with friends/gf. I am talking about feelings/emotions/childhood.
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Mother’s day is coming, i want to buy a gift for mom… I find a nice dress…
It is a Tie-Neck Knit Dress…
Do you think it is a good idea for mother’s day gift?
if your mother is into such items then yes! it will be more of the thought that will make her day though
My mom has been talking about getting her hair cut at an aveda salon, but always mentions its too much to spend on herself.. so I am getting her a gift certificate…
Another good thing is a gift certificate to victorias secret….. I know it may seem weird since you are a son, but I get women in all the time(i work there) that got one from a friend/relative/whomever, and they really like the idea of getting something nice for themselves… Whether it be nice pajamas, or a GOOD bra(not one from like target or walmart), perfume, lotions, w/e…. A lot of women wont spend the money on themselves, so it’s nice to do so, and you know it will be used for something worthwhile….. I can never have enough good bras and panties!
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and then suddenly its like… nope!
can i get a
I know what you mean. I feel like that right now.
I know what you mean….right now, I have the feeling of "Life: 1, Me: -5."
D: Yeah man I know what you mean. That crap sucks because one minute you’re like YAAY! and then then next you’re like ….oh crap.. yeah this really sucks.
sorry to hear things aren’t going for ya.. hope whatever it is gets better.
if only people were as sympathetic and able to connect in real life (or hell even outside of a subforum designed to keep people from flaming)
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No crashing boom, no loud words, just a mildly delivered life plan which no longer includes me.
I spent the last month wondering what life would be like if I settled down with her, only to find out today she spent it wondering what it would be like without me. That’s a new twist on an old friend… pain. Well, it’s certainly been quite some time, pain, it seems inevitable that those fleeting moments of happiness always lead back to you.
Depart from me, you bastard, happiness, I never knew you.
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I pretty much want to die. I’m too much of a wuss to actually go through with it, I think. But I do. Currently, I have a financial problems, academic problems, emotional problems. I don’t expect anyone to really tell me anything new or even respond to this, but I just have to write it somewhere.
My ex (only ex) has been pretty much emotionally abusing me since I transferred away to a 4 year school. Well, she’s pretty much ALWAYS done this more or less. Cheating in all sense of the word. Chronic liar. I’m too weak to have really done anything about it. Although I did break up with her before going to school, I did keep going back to her during breaks. Every time she swore to me nothing was going on or this or that. Every time I’d find out she was dating some other guy or slept with some other guy or went back to some other guy. Every time she would make me feel like a piece of shit because I was skeptical. And almost every time I turned out to be right.
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GODDAM I HATE CONTROL FREAKS.
I’M NOT A FUCKING 4th GRADER!!!!!!
I really have a disdain for people who feel the need to control what you do, how you keep your surroundings, and watch your every move, question you, and doubt you like you’re inept. Christ, I’m going to be 34 this summer and some folks I deal with daily still don’t seem to realize I am an adult, I do have real world responsibilities and worries. Hell, I pay a mortgage, 2 car payments, and the other usual monthly bills. I also run a business with my husband in addition to our day jobs. I manage the business and the household since he’s in school on top of his full time work. Not many 4th graders I know can do that. UGH
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Quick story before thisw battery runs out, I end up through no fault of my own in a place 70 miles from where I stay, it’s New Years. I get invited back to a party and to cut a long story short this was about 2:30am. get back, in while then walk about the streets in a nice manner.
Get back and at about 10am I sk the guys goibng to the shop to get some beers, flash the wallet with a million Ruppees notes (back from iNDIA), dude gets about 18.
I crash oiut Ii’m 5 foot ten other dudes 6 foot 4, hge’s smaking mr with a full biottle of beer. The other guy 44 who we can call Simon is punching me.
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Earlier today we were playing a 3 on 3 basketball game. The guy I was guarding was a good player and he liked to charge the hoop and make layups. I would basically guard him more aggressively while he was charging the hoop and he couldn’t make his layups because of it. Pretty soon he started getting pissed off and one time after I stood too close to him he nudged me with his elbow and pushed me back. I didn’t say anything to him until he did it again. All I did was look at him and say "hey, cmon man?" and he said "well then stop fucking fouling me." The rest of the game I didn’t guard him as aggressively since he had a short fuse and I didn’t know what he would do.
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The story in a nutshell is that I was stupid and went on an impulsive spending spree with 3 of my credit cards, lost my job and I’m having a hard time keeping up with the payments on my credit cards. I’m looking to have the debt consolidated into one monthly bill and the question is which company is the best company you guys recommend for me to use?
I used consumer credit counseling service. But you should know, if you do debt consolidation:
And no….none of this was explained to me before I got on their debt management program. But at the time, I was desperate and about to have to file bankruptcy and this program kept me from having to do that.
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