A Cyanide Pill (Poison Pill)

A cyanide pill, I’ve researched on, is a poison pill with the ablity to kill you within seconds or minutes.

It’s been difficult but are these available for purchase?

Is there any chance in the world that these can be obtained?
Its exactly because of its killing ability that you won’t find it in your local supermarket, suicide is pointless in that you just get reincarnated and will have to live the live you hate AGAIN for all those years up till the point that you commited suicide, and bridge over that gap again. You might hate life, but you shouldn’t want to go thru this life again. Throwing the towel therefore in the ring is the worst thing you can do.

When you are suicidal you are self centered, you don’t have a clue to how much hurt you would cause your family and loved ones. After your death your spirit is bounded to the negative consequenses of your death , the pain you will experience then is nothing compared to what you are experiencing now.

Life is supposed to be hard, that’s how you learn.
disregarding as to WHY you would want to get one (suicide issues or what not), no I doubt you would be able to find them commercially available.

no, but there are a million other things on the shelf at home depot that will do the trick.

why?

Its exactly because of its killing ability that you won’t find it in your local supermarket, suicide is pointless in that you just get reincarnated and will have to live the live you hate AGAIN for all those years up till the point that you commited suicide, and bridge over that gap again. You might hate life, but you shouldn’t want to go thru this life again. Throwing the towel therefore in the ring is the worst thing you can do.

When you are suicidal you are self centered, you don’t have a clue to how much hurt you would cause your family and loved ones. After your death your spirit is bounded to the negative consequenses of your death , the pain you will experience then is nothing compared to what you are experiencing now.

Life is supposed to be hard, that’s how you learn.

The rest of your advice seemed ok, but uh…

Why do you think just because you believe that other people also do?

Its exactly because of its killing ability that you won’t find it in your local supermarket, suicide is pointless in that you just get reincarnated and will have to live the live you hate AGAIN for all those years up till the point that you commited suicide, and bridge over that gap again. You might hate life, but you shouldn’t want to go thru this life again. Throwing the towel therefore in the ring is the worst thing you can do.

When you are suicidal you are self centered, you don’t have a clue to how much hurt you would cause your family and loved ones. After your death your spirit is bounded to the negative consequenses of your death , the pain you will experience then is nothing compared to what you are experiencing now.

Life is supposed to be hard, that’s how you learn.

lol, i laughed all throughout
but to each their own

I hope to come in contact with a cyanide pill one day. I will save that pill until I’m old and can no longer function or wipe my own ass. I will then hand feed myself that pill or pay to have someone ram it down my throat
please don’t commit suicide.

i would be so sad.

even though i don’t know you.

please please please somehow get over it

i would help if i could but this is all i know

no, but there are a million other things on the shelf at home depot that will do the trick.

why?

And these other things have the ability to kill with within 7 seconds?

Is it any way available. Some way…some country where it’s legal?

Also please don’t kill someone else with it.

more than a few, yes.

Is it any way available. Some way…some country where it’s legal?

why?

more than a few, yes.

why?

Like what?

I just want to know. And what other pills do the same thing?

Like what?

I just want to know. And what other pills do the same thing?

why am I answering your questions when you’re not willing to answer mine?

OK.

What is your question? Why is a bit vague.
You need help, and trying to end your life is not the way of doing so

You have absolutely no clue about my life or why I want the pills.

Try not to make assumptions.

You have absolutely no clue about my life or why I want the pills.

Try not to make assumptions.

Try making a post with details as to why you want to obtain these pill.

You have absolutely no clue about my life or why I want the pills.

Try not to make assumptions.

Well I can assume something about yourself if your asking for pills that can "kill within 7 seconds" What else would you use them for? If not for yourself, then who?

or answering 7960’s question of why when he flat out asks you

He dosnt want to tell the truth, and thats why he’s avoiding it. I am starting to wonder if he’s really wanting to commit suicided or even potentially try to kill someone else. But hey, we wont know until he fesses up. Either way, he needs serious help if he is really wanting to get these types of chemicals and pills
OK. I’m thinking of it – suicide.. And I’m sick of this "getting help" stuff. I’m perfectly sane nor do I need someone to talk to.

I just need someone to give me straight answers to whether cyanide can be purchased or what other drugs have similar effects.

OK. I’m thinking of it – suicide.. And I’m sick of this "getting help" stuff. I’m perfectly sane nor do I need someone to talk to.

I just need someone to give me straight answers to whether cyanide can be purchased or what other drugs have similar effects.

So trying to end one’s life is perfectly sane?

What about your life makes it so damn miserable, that you have to be selfish and end your existance?

OK. I’m thinking of it – suicide.. And I’m sick of this "getting help" stuff. I’m perfectly sane nor do I need someone to talk to.

I just need someone to give me straight answers to whether cyanide can be purchased or what other drugs have similar effects.

Why kill yourself with an instant pill though? Sounds like you really have given up
Funny thing, I’ve been selfless all my life. And the story of what brought me here is too long.

Oh yes, it’s sane. When you think it over.

Plus, jumping off a bridge (if the impact doesn’t kill you) the drowning (despite not knowing how to swim) is the most horrible way to die.

So what’s perfect? Taking a cyanide pill then jumping.

I’ve posted 2 topics in the past about my problems.

They’ve only increased.

I’ve posted 2 topics in the past about my problems.

They’ve only increased.

I remember you

This is seriously over a girl not loving you back?

I remember you

This is seriously over a girl not loving you back?

Not really on the subject of unrequited love.

That’s common and happens to most people and is not a good enough reason to give up your life.

My just those problems over the girl have increased tenfold.

I have tried everything. And it wasn’t about her not loving me back.

Funny thing, I’ve been selfless all my life. And the story of what brought me here is too long.

Oh yes, it’s sane. When you think it over.

Plus, jumping off a bridge (if the impact doesn’t kill you) the drowning (despite not knowing how to swim) is the most horrible way to die.

So what’s perfect? Taking a cyanide pill then jumping.

The details are making my head explode. Do you know how to swim? If you do, you can always belly flop. Hitting the water from that hieght is almost equal to landing onto concrete.

Lets not forget to write the fairwell note to your loved ones either, that’ll make them smile.

Not really on the subject of unrequited love.

That’s common and happens to most people and is not a good enough reason to give up your life.

My just those problems over the girl have increased tenfold.

I have tried everything. And it wasn’t about her not loving me back.

And you are 16, correct?

Not really on the subject of unrequited love.

That’s common and happens to most people and is not a good enough reason to give up your life.

My just those problems over the girl have increased tenfold.

I have tried everything. And it wasn’t about her not loving me back.

Christ man, theres no point in killing yourself cause some chick wont love you back. Its fucking life. What DOES NOT KILL YOU makes you STRONGER

The details are making my head explode. Do you know how to swim? If you do, you can always belly flop. Hitting the water from that hieght is almost equal to landing onto concrete.

Lets not forget to write the fairwell note to your loved ones either, that’ll make them smile.

I can’t swim which will make the experience more unpleasent.

Tensing on the way down may cause internal bleeding since my body will provide resistance to the impact…I might survive but be disabled forever. If I relax on the way down..it’s like hitting concrete.

No farewell notes.

Didn’t I just make it clear it wasn’t that.

Life ends. Your memory ends. Everythings ends. Your body rots.

End of existence.

No point in life. Even if you enjoy life, when you die it’s all gone like you never done it.

Correct.

I can’t swim which will make the experience more unpleasent.

Tensing on the way down may cause internal bleeding since my body will provide resistance to the impact…I might survive but be disabled forever. If I relax on the way down..it’s like hitting concrete.

No farewell notes.

So your 16 years old, so it’s not some chick then but you think the easiest way to deal with it, is to kill yourself? What then? Do you think people will feel bad for you? I have NO remorse for anyone who ends their life

I had to personally kick a kids ass during a training because he couldnt handle the stress, and kept having nightmares. He attempted to hang himself using MY uniform belt. To which, I got severely pissed and had to teach him not to. His parents did show up at the end of it all, and he told me that me stopping him was the best thing because he was able to see his parents be happy for him

So your 16 years old, some chick dosnt love you back, and you think the easiest way to deal with it, is to kill yourself? What then? Do you think that by doing that, it will make this girl "wake up," and make her feel bad about it? No, I dont feel any remorse for someone who takes their own life.

I had to personally kick a kids ass during a training because he couldnt handle the stress, and kept having nightmeres. He attempted to hang himself using MY uniform belt. To which, I got severely pissed and had to teach him not to. His parents did show up at the end of it all, and he told me that me stopping him was the best thing because he was able to see his parents be happy for him

You seriously CANNOT READ ANY OF MY POSTS.

That’s twice now.
Let me see if I have this correct…
*You are 16
*You were obsessed with some girl by the age of 13/14
*She gave you the time of day finally
*Someone hacked into your email and wrote her lots of mean, rude things
*The hacker also wrote her friends rude things that made them hate you
*Friends gang around girl you are obsessed with to get her to never talk to you again
*You never get the balls to actually talk to this girl again, regardless if her friends are around or not
*You are depressed over a girl 2 years later and somehow think killing yourself will help?

Is this about right?

Didn’t I just make it clear it wasn’t that.

Life ends. Your memory ends. Everythings ends. Your body rots.

End of existence.

No point in life. Even if you enjoy life, when you die it’s all gone like you never done it.

What you do in life, echoes an eternity

Really? Einstein did something.

So did my grandfather….can’t even remember his name never mind what he did in life.

You seriously CANNOT READ ANY OF MY POSTS.

That’s twice now.

Maybe you should have typed that more clearly the first time around

"My just those problems over the girl have increased tenfold." I cannot translate that otherwise

Let me see if I have this correct…
*You are 16
*You were obsessed with some girl by the age of 13/14
*She gave you the time of day finally
*Someone hacked into your email and wrote her lots of mean, rude things
*The hacker also wrote her friends rude things that made them hate you
*Friends gang around girl you are obsessed with to get her to never talk to you again
*You never get the balls to actually talk to this girl again, regardless if her friends are around or not
*You are depressed over a girl 2 years later and somehow think killing yourself will help?

Is this about right?

Lol it wasn’t a girl 13/14. And no…that is about 10% of why I want to do this.
TK, I wanted to kill myself when i was your age, too. Now I’m 28 and still think about it occasionally.

what you have to realize is that even though it might not seem like it, there are people that truly care about you that would be emotionally crushed if you kill yourself. parents, grandparents, aunts, uncles, cousins, friends, classmates, etc. While your pain will be over with in a flash, their pain will continue for years to come and will never truly go away.

my best friend rodney killed himself when he was 14, and I still think about it pretty often even though it happened 14 years ago.

just don’t do it

so explain the other 90% to us

Maybe you should have typed that more clearly the first time around

"My just those problems over the girl have increased tenfold." I cannot translate that otherwise

My bad.

Just going off what the timeline you wrote in your threads

Really? Einstein did something.

So did my grandfather….can’t even remember his name never mind what he did in life.

Yea, you may not remember them exactly, but it’s something like the old "butterfly effect." You interact with someone for 2 minutes, later on that day, you find out that person could have been killed in a car accident, if he was there just 2 minutes earlier. Not significant to you, but really important to the person who could have died that day. Therefore, your actions and interactions with the world effect others, regardless of how petty or insignificant they may appear. Look at what happened to the few people on 9/11 who were supposed to be in the towers, but were held up by others or had train delays.

If you remember, for every action, there is an opposite or equal reaction, hence, "what you do in life, echoes for an eternity"
im still curious what makes your life THAT bad.

shit happens, life sucks for a while, then it gets better. have you given it enough time to improve before you make this choice?
The truth of the matter is, you will never truly value your life until you have a near death experience.

im still curious what makes your life THAT bad.

shit happens, life sucks for a while, then it gets better. have you given it enough time to improve before you make this choice?

Probably not sadly. 16 year olds are naive and impulsive.

Meh, I still am a little impulsive..

Lol, I’m not like other 16 year olds.

It’s naive believing in God.

Yea, you may not remember them exactly, but it’s something like the old "butterfly effect." You interact with someone for 2 minutes, later on that day, you find out that person could have been killed in a car accident, if he was there just 2 minutes earlier. Not significant to you, but really important to the person who could have died that day. Therefore, your actions and interactions with the world effect others, regardless of how petty or insignificant they may appear. Look at what happened to the few people on 9/11 who were supposed to be in the towers, but were held up by others or had train delays.

If you remember, for every action, there is an opposite or equal reaction, hence, "what you do in life, echoes for an eternity"

And in the end they die and everyone else. Then the earth, sun. Then there is nothing. Nothing.

Lol, I’m not like other 16 year olds.

It’s naive believing in God.

It’s also naive in believing in suicide.

Lol, I’m not like other 16 year olds.

It’s naive believing in God.

I don’t necessarily believe in god or heaven or hell either, don’t see what that has to do with an impulsive, stubborn 16 year old boy who thinks killing himself will solve all his problems.

totally agree

in high school, 2 friends killed themselves within a month of each other. both because people in school were mean to them and made fun of them. i just kept thinking "if you waited 2 more years…you would be rid of those people forever anyway, and alive…"

i understand pain and ultimate sadness. we all have been there in some way. but we all have also fought through the pain and become stronger because of it.

TS, i just want to know why you think its fair to give up. what is so horrible? if its not beacuse of the girl, what is it?

So? Whats your point? Why end it now at 16 years old? You only get one shot at life, so why wast it? Wait, becuase things around you get "tough" and "too difficult" to handle? We’ve ALL been through our times of pain and suffering. Get over it, move on. Being so god damn negative about life is what’s making you feel this way. Eat some god damn cake, and stop crying about your woes

Suicide is a option. It’s not naive. It’s classified as naive by people.

When I’ve tried everything I can..

Suicide is a option. It’s not naive. It’s classified as naive by people.

When I’ve tried everything I can..

Oh really? What is everything? Did you have some cake yet?

Don’t lecture me about stubborn.

I have always took other peoples opnions aboard. Just like I did on here months ago. TWICE.

Everybodies advice. And no it did not work.

EVERY SECOND OF MY LIFE right now is suffocating. It is driving me mad. I feel depressed day and night. I went to the doctor for a simple prozac pill but he insisted "on coming back" for another chat before he gave one. URGH

Eating a chocolate muffin right now.

Suicide is a option. It’s not naive. It’s classified as naive by people.

When I’ve tried everything I can..

And what have you tried?

The fact that you skirt all the questions shows you probably haven’t tried jackshit to fix your position. You just want a pity party to follow you around.

Well are you enjoying that chocolate muffin?

And what have you tried?

The fact that you skirt all the questions shows you probably haven’t tried jackshit to fix your position. You just want a pity party to follow you around.

Attention pitty whore, really

Every single thing I have thought of or someone else has thought of to solve my "problems". My friend is great at solving problems, and when he heard my problems he was basically like "Yeah, your screwed". And thats coming from a guy who always thinks positive.

Really? Whats the topic about?

And what have you dragged it to.
The last thing I want is your fucking pity.

All I want is a answer to my initial and only question.

Still doesn’t explain what you have done or tried and what the actual problem is

And I don’t know if your other 16 year old friend has the best advice…

Really? Whats the topic about?

And what have you dragged it to.

I honestly couldnt give two shits wether or not you do. Im sitting here bored, and I hate people who treat life like it’s trash, so thats why Im here. Just remember that after you die, you’ll never eat another chocolate muffin again, but I will be.

For the LAST time…I’m not telling you my problems. I don’t want your pity nor for you to follow me around. This topic isn’t about my problems. It’s about a pill.

I know your trying to help but

My fucking life is trash.

You can sit there bored and I can sit here hating myself because of everything that’s happened to me and others I know.

After I die…soon after you’ll die.

That’s life.

My fucking life is trash.

You can sit there bored and I can sit here hating myself because of everything that’s happened to me and others I know.

After I die…soon after you’ll die.

That’s life.

The only person making your life miserable, is yourself. No, I’ll be alive as long as can be naturally that is. Im not going to kill myself, I have too many damn priorities and obligations. Your just a teenage punk who cant handle some stress.

Oh, and btw, despite MY past, I have never once considered suicide. Im not a pussy

The only person making your life miserable, is yourself. No, I’ll be alive as long as can be naturally that is. Im not going to kill myself, I have too many damn priorities and obligations. Your just a teenage punk who cant handle some stress.

Oh, and btw, despite MY past, I have never once considered suicide. Im not a pussy

Truth. It takes more courage to carry out a suicide than anything else.

Don’t call me a teenage punk. I’ve done more in life than most people, oh yes, including you.

Truth. It takes more courage to carry out a suicide than anything else.

Don’t call me a teenage punk. I’ve done more in life than most people, oh yes, including you.

Oh rearry? Care to tell me then? I can sit here and listen to them all. You know, Im only 19, and have spent a good 7 years of my life with the coast guard and Navy, two near death experiences included, so yea, I dont think you really understand me

Courage is being able to stay alive and actually push forward, instead of giving up. Giving up is to be weak, suicide shows how weak you really are

Truth. It takes more courage to carry out a suicide than anything else.

Don’t call me a teenage punk. I’ve done more in life than most people, oh yes, including you.

How is it courageous to kill yourself by taking a pill that kills you in seconds? Please explain.

Truth. It takes more courage to carry out a suicide than anything else.

Don’t call me a teenage punk. I’ve done more in life than most people, oh yes, including you.

where did you hear that lie? suicide is running from a problem instead of sticking around and figuring it out

taking a pill that kills you instantly is courageous? sounds pretty cowardly to me. sounds like an easy out for a bad couple months

Oh rearry? Care to tell me then? I can sit here and listen to them all. You know, Im only 19, and have spent a good 7 years of my life with the coast guard and Navy, two near death experiences included, so yea, I dont think you really understand me

Courage is being able to stay alive and actually push forward, instead of giving up. Giving up is to be weak, suicide shows how weak you really are

Life started of with spending 2 years developing a website. Got the traffic up, got the site monetized, got the revenue up. Then one day…the whole server/hosting company collapses. I lose everything.

So I move on….1 year of developing a website. Build it and sell it for $137,420 on sitepoint auction. My PayPal gets limited….I lose $137,420.
Hurray.

SkyDiving went wrong….nearly drowned and spent 4 months in a coma. More like SkyDying to me.

I would say all that put together is around 50% and the girl is 10%.

So thats 60% of why I’m doing this.

Life started of with spending 2 years developing a website. Got the traffic up, got the site monetized, got the revenue up. Then one day…the whole server/hosting company collapses. I lose everything.

So I move on….1 year of developing a website. Build it and sell it for $137,420 on sitepoint auction. My PayPal gets limited….I lose $137,420.
Hurray.

SkyDiving went wrong….nearly drowned and spent 4 months in a coma.

And, thats it? I nearly got crushed between a freighter ship and a 41 footer 2 miles offshore because some people werent paying attention

Life started of with spending 2 years developing a website. Got the traffic up, got the site monetized, got the revenue up. Then one day…the whole server/hosting company collapses. I lose everything.

So I move on….1 year of developing a website. Build it and sell it for $137,420 on sitepoint auction. My PayPal gets limited….I lose $137,420.
Hurray.

SkyDiving went wrong….nearly drowned and spent 4 months in a coma. More like SkyDying to me.

I would say all that put together is around 50% and the girl is 10%.

So thats 60% of why I’m doing this.

so you want to kill yourself because you lost some money and almost died?

Nearly? I pretty much did die.

Or atleast I part of me died when I went into that coma.

Nearly? I pretty much did die.

Or atleast I part of me died when I went into that coma.

which part?

Nearly? I pretty much did die.

Or atleast I part of me died when I went into that coma.

Yea, but you got a second chance. Dont blow it

Nope. There’s more. But I don’t want to talk about it.

I just want an answer to my question
While it’s amazing that you were able to earn that much money and build a website at your age losing it all isn’t really a life-ending situation. You obviously have intelligence. Why not start again? If you stuck to it you could have your own multi-million dollar company when you are 25

And the skydiving and coma incident is obviously not fun, but I can’t imagine anyone else going through the same thing hating life so much. As long as you are healthy now you should be pretty excited to have come out of the coma.

Nope. There’s more. But I don’t want to talk about it.

I just want an answer to my question

4 pages and no one has answered your question cause you wont answer ours
That’s the problem.

When I came out I lost everything.

Whenever something happens…I feel nothing.

If its my birthday..I feel NOTHING. No emotion whatsoever. That’s not a exagerration. Ever since I came out…I have no feelings. For ANYTHING.

Something amazing happens…I feel nothing.

I’ve lost how to feel happy, glad, proud. All gone. It’s like it went overnight. I don’t understand it. I can’t understand it.

That’s the problem.

When I came out I lost everything.

Whenever something happens…I feel nothing.

If its my birthday..I feel NOTHING. No emotion whatsoever. That’s not a exagerration. Ever since I came out…I have no feelings. For ANYTHING.

Something amazing happens…I feel nothing.

I’ve lost how to feel happy, glad, proud. All gone. It’s like it went overnight. I don’t understand it. I can’t understand it.

What do you do every day? I understand you feel nothing, but are you trying that would normally evoke an emotion? If so, what things are you trying?

Fuck, at 16 I loved everything. Barely any responsibilities, looking forward to the weekend so I could just hang out with friends, etc.

That’s the problem.

When I came out I lost everything.

Whenever something happens…I feel nothing.

If its my birthday..I feel NOTHING. No emotion whatsoever. That’s not a exagerration. Ever since I came out…I have no feelings. For ANYTHING.

Something amazing happens…I feel nothing.

I’ve lost how to feel happy, glad, proud. All gone. It’s like it went overnight. I don’t understand it. I can’t understand it.

thats why you go to a psychologist. they help with this sort of thing. very possibly you are mentally distressed still from the horirble accident that was skydiving. they can help you work through it

after my mom died, i felt nothing for a very long time. i went to talk with someone to help me work through it. it takes time, but it works

your problem is you WANT to feel this way. no one can help you if you dont want the help. do you want to feel better? or do you want to just be miserable?

So I move on….1 year of developing a website. Build it and sell it for $137,420 on sitepoint auction. My PayPal gets limited….I lose $137,420.
Hurray.

What’s that mean?

Life started of with spending 2 years developing a website. Got the traffic up, got the site monetized, got the revenue up. Then one day…the whole server/hosting company collapses. I lose everything.

So I move on….1 year of developing a website. Build it and sell it for $137,420 on sitepoint auction. My PayPal gets limited….I lose $137,420.
Hurray.

SkyDiving went wrong….nearly drowned and spent 4 months in a coma. More like SkyDying to me.

I would say all that put together is around 50% and the girl is 10%.

So thats 60% of why I’m doing this.

so money is a reason to kill yourself

You cannot fucking read. GTFO

you realize at 16 you don’t know shit, right? and your friend, also around 16, also doesn’t know shit.

and if you’re getting advice from a web forum (TWICE!) then you’re not trying shit. talk to your parents, talk to a counselor, talk to a teacher, talk to a friend’s parent……….but talking to another 16 year old and taking advice from here (TWICE!) isn’t trying.

The last thing I want is your fucking pity.

All I want is a answer to my initial and only question.

he’s saying you’re an attention, pity whore because google would tell you anything you wanted to know but instead you’re here with the drama, not answering questions, claiming you "tried everything" and "talked to people" when really you haven’t done shit and talked to a 16 year old.

no it’s not, but you’re 16 and too young/stupid to know it.

that’s why we’ve told you more than once (even more than TWICE!) to talk to someone.

That’s the problem.

When I came out I lost everything.

Whenever something happens…I feel nothing.

If its my birthday..I feel NOTHING. No emotion whatsoever. That’s not a exagerration. Ever since I came out…I have no feelings. For ANYTHING.

Something amazing happens…I feel nothing.

I’ve lost how to feel happy, glad, proud. All gone. It’s like it went overnight. I don’t understand it. I can’t understand it.

because you’re 16 and stupid**.

what you’re feeling (or not feeling) could be from depression, the accident/trauma, from guilt………there are many things that could cause it. rather than "take a pill" how about you figure out what’s wrong and see if you can fix it?

**and please don’t take that the wrong way, EVERY 16 year old is stupid. you’re not special, you’re not different. you’re too young and inexperienced to realize there are other options besides "a pill" and "a jump"
FYI I’ve talked to my parents, a psychiatrist, a teacher, 2 adults and my doctor.

So don’t call me fucking stupid.

FYI I’ve talked to my parents, a psychiatrist, a teacher, 2 adults and my doctor.

So don’t call me fucking stupid.

I’m not saying you’re stupid becuase you’re you, I’m saying it because you’re 16 and haven’t lived yet. You lack experiences that help define you. You don’t have anything to compare your CURRENT situation to. just the fact that you say "life started" when you developed a website……….young, naive, inexperienced, lacking maturity…….how about this. Promise to make it to 25 and if things don’t get better THEN off yourself. My guess, in 9 years you’ll look back and think "I was stupid."

And if you really talked to parents, a psychiatrist, a teacher, 2 adults and my doctor and nothing helped, find a new psychiatrist, teacher, adults and doctor to talk to.

I’m not saying you’re stupid becuase you’re you, I’m saying it because you’re 16 and haven’t lived yet. You lack experiences that help define you. You don’t have anything to compare your CURRENT situation to. just the fact that you say "life started" when you developed a website……….young, naive, inexperienced, lacking maturity…….how about this. Promise to make it to 25 and if things don’t get better THEN off yourself. My guess, in 9 years you’ll look back and think "I was stupid."

And if you really talked to parents, a psychiatrist, a teacher, 2 adults and my doctor and nothing helped, find a new psychiatrist, teacher, adults and doctor to talk to.

I need to sort my life. 9 years won’t go past with it automatically being better. The reason I’m doing this is because of my problems. Unless I sort this I won’t feel like i’m suffocating every minute.

Nevermind, since I’m not going to get my answer from your guys, I may as well leave this thread.

Thanks for all your help especially the frequent posters.

FYI I’ve talked to my parents, a psychiatrist, a teacher, 2 adults and my doctor.

So don’t call me fucking stupid.

so did you listen to what they have to say?
I’m still waiting for a good response as to how taking a suicide pill is a "courageous" thing.

you’re right, it won’t automatically be better.

but in those 9 years (which, when you’re 25 will represent fully ONE THIRD of your life) you’ll mature, gain experiences, etc, and hopefully TALK TO SOMEONE to figure out what’s going on.

The reason I’m doing this is because of my problems.

no, if you do it, it will be because you were a coward.

Nevermind, since I’m not going to get my answer from your guys, I may as well leave this thread.

if you really wanted an answer you woudlnt’ have asked here so again with the attention/pity whoring.

how about you go tell your parents you went on the internet and researched pills to kill yourself. do that then get back to us with what they did.

Listen…thats the hard part, especially if you’re 16 and have an above average IQ, but try it. When your that young you do not know shit about shit, period, hell I’m 23 and I don’t really know shit about shit… take some time, sort things out.Think of the problem ie: you feel nothing, and your proposed solution: suicide, you have openly stated that you believe there is nothing after death, so your going to solve feeling nothing, with forcing yourself to feel nothing forever; really doesn’t make a whole lot of sense.

you’re right, it won’t automatically be better.

but in those 9 years (which, when you’re 25 will represent fully ONE THIRD of your life) you’ll mature, gain experiences, etc, and hopefully TALK TO SOMEONE to figure out what’s going on.

no, if you do it, it will be because you were a coward.

if you really wanted an answer you woudlnt’ have asked here so again with the attention/pity whoring.

how about you go tell your parents you went on the internet and researched pills to kill yourself. do that then get back to us with what they did.

I’ve told them and they told me not to be stupid.
I wanted a answer to what pills are the same as cyanide. I never got a simple fucking answer. You guys wanted to know why?

Not me. So stop trolling.

I know I said I would leave but I couldnt resist answering.

Seriously goodbye

I’ve told them and they told me not to be stupid.
I wanted a answer to what pills are the same as cyanide. I never got a simple fucking answer. You guys wanted to know why?

Not me. So stop trolling.

I know I said I would leave but I couldnt resist answering.

Seriously goodbye

I’m not trolling you. Telling someone you want to kill yourself is a cry for help. I’m listening to your cry for help and telling you to FIND SOMEONE CLOSE WHO WILL LISTEN.

Your parents told you not to be stupid, they’re not the ones. Find someone else.

You want a simple fucking answer? Car – seatbelt + 120mph + something BIG = done. Your whole "7 second cyanide pill and jump off a bridge" thing is stupid. If you wanted to be dead you’d be dead. But since you’re here asking questions how about you take some advice and figure out how to solve your problem.

I’m not trolling you. Telling someone you want to kill yourself is a cry for help. I’m listening to your cry for help and telling you to FIND SOMEONE CLOSE WHO WILL LISTEN.

Your parents told you not to be stupid, they’re not the ones. Find someone else.

You want a simple fucking answer? Car – seatbelt + 120mph + something BIG = done. Your whole "7 second cyanide pill and jump off a bridge" thing is stupid. If you wanted to be dead you’d be dead. But since you’re here asking questions how about you take some advice and figure out how to solve your problem.

Right…10% of all my problems is that girl. She’s the girl I want to talk to yet at the moment because of a misunderstanding she hates me.

I don’t want my death to affect her or for her to be "sorry" for my death.

But she’s the only person I can imagine listening to.

Right…10% of all my problems is that girl. She’s the girl I want to talk to yet at the moment because of a misunderstanding she hates me.

I don’t want my death to affect her or for her to be "sorry" for my death.

But she’s the only person I can imagine listening to.

then expand your mind and imagine someone else. my high school had counsolers you could go speak to if you needed someone to listen, i’m willing to bet yours does as well. try them. try talking to a professional. try PMing anyone who answered in this thread. and then open your ears and listen

there are a million ways to commite suicide. you know that. you dont need to ask us how to do it. you are really asking us for help to stay alive and get through this. now open your ears and listen.

then expand your mind and imagine someone else. my high school had counsolers you could go speak to if you needed someone to listen, i’m willing to bet yours does as well. try them. try talking to a professional. try PMing anyone who answered in this thread. and then open your ears and listen

there are a million ways to commite suicide. you know that. you dont need to ask us how to do it. you are really asking us for help to stay alive and get through this. now open your ears and listen.

there are millions of ways that are PAINFUL, LONG.

Cyanide I read up is fast. 7 seconds. Thats why if i cant get that someone mentioned other drugs which are just as efficent but readily available.

I hate professional advice….only for a good plan that will either help me or get me some cyanide.

there are millions of ways that are PAINFUL, LONG.

Cyanide I read up is fast. 7 seconds. Thats why if i cant get that someone mentioned other drugs which are just as efficent but readily available.

I hate professional advice….only for a good plan that will either help me or get me some cyanide.

i can think of quite a few that are just as fast. my opinion that you want help to get out of this slump stands

and what do you hate about professional advice?

answer please.

no, 100% of your problems is YOU.

that means you need to get rid of the girl until you fix YOU.

I don’t want my death to affect her or for her to be "sorry" for my death.

what does this have to do with my post? do you think taking a cyanide pill and jumping will affect her any less than driving a car into a bridge abutment?

But she’s the only person I can imagine listening to.

because you’re young and lack experience and see everything as focused on you or her or a website or something else without perspective.

you need to get rid of her, fix you, then maybe go back to her. or you may find that she’s part of the problem and figure out you need to STAY away from her. either way, fix YOU first. until you do that you’re wasting your time being near anyone else.

there are millions of ways that are PAINFUL, LONG.

Cyanide I read up is fast. 7 seconds. Thats why if i cant get that someone mentioned other drugs which are just as efficent but readily available.

I hate professional advice….only for a good plan that will either help me or get me some cyanide.

car – seatbelt + 120mph + bridge support = dead, fast and painless.

now stfu about cyanide and go talk to a doctor. there may be a physical problem after your coma that’s causing you to not feel. the only way to tell is to tell a doctor the entire truth and let them help.

car – seatbelt + 120mph + bridge support = dead, fast and painless.

now stfu about cyanide and go talk to a doctor. there may be a physical problem after your coma that’s causing you to not feel. the only way to tell is to tell a doctor the entire truth and let them help.

oo good point, i didnt think about that. i thought it might have something to do with him mentally being stressed about it, but there very well could be a physical problem attached to that as well

my guess……. it takes too long and it’s not easy. he can’t walk out with a fix so he’s not interested. if a psychologist could fix him in 7 seconds then he’d consider it but because it’s going to take months (possibly years) he’d rather go on a web forum and tell people he wants to die.

he smacked his head hard enough to put him in a coma for months. it’s likely that there’s *some* brain damage….it’s not inconceivable that there are side effects from it.

He obviously had a severe problem with patience, hence why the cyanide pill is fast and he refuses to even try another death that might take more than seconds.

People who want to commit suicide but refuse to do things that take long or will "hurt a lot" don’t really want to kill themselves. You said you feel nothing, so why would a painful death be any different?
I can’t get rid of her out of my head.

Am I obessesed or in love?

I kind of lied. I feel sort of happy when I see her. Or just when she gives me a random smile…for the rest of the day I’m happy.

I can’t get rid of her out of my head.

Am I obessesed or in love?

I kind of lied. I feel sort of happy when I see her. Or just when she gives me a random smile…for the rest of the day I’m happy.

i assume its obsession because of how liking her makes you feel. are you only happy when you see her and no other time?

I can’t get rid of her out of my head.

Am I obessesed or in love?

I kind of lied. I feel sort of happy when I see her. Or just when she gives me a random smile…for the rest of the day I’m happy.

You don’t even talk to her. Why don’t you try that first.

Remember my previous threads?

Yip, Lack of Confidence + she hates me.

I can’t get rid of her out of my head.

Am I obessesed or in love?

I kind of lied. I feel sort of happy when I see her. Or just when she gives me a random smile…for the rest of the day I’m happy.

the answer is: you are 16. everyone has strong, confusing feelings at that age. in fact, a lot of 16 year olds go through the "life sucks, i want to die" feelings. it isn’t a sign of anything wrong or abnormal, it’s just hormones. seriously just try to focus on yourself, school, sports, WHATEVER. in a couple years you will balance out and wonder why you ever felt this upset.

Remember my previous threads?

Yip, Lack of Confidence + she hates me.

Well then continue to be miserable. No one feels sorry for you if you can’t go after something you want. You’ll never learn or grow as a person.

And to answer your question about if it is love I will quote myself from your last thread about her

Infatuation.

You can’t love someone until you know them. And not just known them for 2 months. You have to of been in an intimate real relationship with them for a while.

Well then continue to be miserable. No one feels sorry for you if you can’t go after something you want. You’ll never learn or grow as a person.

And to answer your question about if it is love I will quote myself from your last thread about her

I’ve known her for 5 years. And it’s unrequited love as of 3 years.

I have tried every possible thing to make her like me, or to even look at me. 3 years.

I’ve known her for 5 years. And it’s unrequited love as of 3 years.

I have tried every possible thing to make her like me, or to even look at me. 3 years.

Except that you wont even go up and talk to her, you forgot you haven’t even done that.
If you didn’t have emotion you wouldn’t get irritated and aggravated with everyone here trying to help.

I think burrowing your issues in your head, only to ‘dig’ them out by committing suicide is rather pathetic.

From your posts, it’s obvious you’re not an idiot and have obtained some form of education. Their is one thing to live for. You lost a little bit of change compared to what you’ll make in your life, at the age of 16.. That shows me you do have some will power and the desire to achieve.

What I don’t get, and really don’t understand, is why you’re so opposed to actually trying to better yourself.

Between 7960, IWYWB, and the multiple others who have given you sound advice, you’ve chose to bash them.

And I said it once, and I’ll say it again. For someone with absolutely no emotion, you’re doing a pretty good job at showing it.

it sounds like obsession, love is really only developed when it is reciprocated. If it isn’t, move on. There are literally billions of other girls out there… and almost everyone falls in love more than once in there life.

I’ve known her for 5 years. And it’s unrequited love as of 3 years.

I have tried every possible thing to make her like me, or to even look at me. 3 years.

Ok, now we’re getting somewhere.

When you talk to your parents and doctor and psychologist do you lie to them, too? You’ve been lying to us this whole time so there’s no reason to believe you’re telling them everything. And if you’re not then they can’t help.

Ok, now we’re getting somewhere.

When you talk to your parents and doctor and psychologist do you lie to them, too? You’ve been lying to us this whole time so there’s no reason to believe you’re telling them everything. And if you’re not then they can’t help.

I’ve not been lying..I’ve just been reluctant to share that information with you , guys. And it’s only when I remember the girl that I remembered I did feel happy.

As for no emotions..I SAID I DON@T FEEL GLAD, PROUD, HAPPY.

I still feel depressed and sad.

I’ve not been lying..I’ve just been reluctant to share that information with you , guys. And it’s only when I remember the girl that I remembered I did feel happy.

As for no emotions..I SAID I DON@T FEEL GLAD, PROUD, HAPPY.

I still feel depressed and sad.

I can’t even read this thread anymore.

I’ve not been lying..I’ve just been reluctant to share that information with you , guys. And it’s only when I remember the girl that I remembered I did feel happy.

As for no emotions..I SAID I DON@T FEEL GLAD, PROUD, HAPPY.

I still feel depressed and sad.

that’s called DEPRESSION, or possibly post traumatic stress.

and it’s extremely treatable, as long as you’re honest with yourself and don’t lie to your doctors.

I want to kill mysel…..I mean….
but a question……….what’s the big deal with this cyanide pill? since you know you can’t get it why haven’t you taken some other advice on quick/painless ways to off yourself?

Exactly, he doesn’t want to have to do anything, which proves he doesn’t really want to off himself.

Some jerk in this thread gave me false hope that there are similar pills that CAN BE BOUGHT….THATS WHAT IVE BEEN HERE FOR.

WOW

You said that you felt "nothing" sad/depressed/frustrated is something, you should first strive to rid yourself of those feelings then seek positive ones.

he knows he can’t get this pill so it’s easy to use non-availability as his reason to avoid it.

"……..IF I ONLY HAD A SIDEWINDER SURFACE TO AIR MISSILE AND A HOT AIR BALLOON I’D KILL MYSELF! Oh, those aren’t available? I guess I won’t do it then."

no, but there are a million other things on the shelf at home depot that will do the trick.

why?

HELLO…THIS IS THE ANSWER IVE BEEN WAITING 8 PAGES FOR.

Seems like you are getting pretty angry…that’s an emotion.
Angry at 7990 whatever.

I came for cyanide…they said i couldnt get it.

HE SAID there were other pills….IVE BEEN ASKING FOR AGES.

Thats all i wanted the fucking answer to.

As for the suicide i dont care if you believe me…you will probably hear it on the news (i doubt) maybe somewhere.

Some jerk in this thread gave me false hope that there are similar pills that CAN BE BOUGHT….THATS WHAT IVE BEEN HERE FOR.

WOW

no, I said there are hundreds of things in home depot that could poison and kill you.

If you’re really trying to off yourself 12 guage buck shot aim into your mouth straight back maybe a little up… that’ll turn your brainstem into confetti you won’t feel a thing thats the part that controls the nerves in the body. Read an anatomy book you’re smart, remember, smarter than all of us.

YES….such as?

All I want is names…then I can go and do it.

Angry at 7990 whatever.

I came for cyanide…they said i couldnt get it.

HE SAID there were other pills….IVE BEEN ASKING FOR AGES.

Thats all i wanted the fucking answer to.

As for the suicide i dont care if you believe me…you will probably hear it on the news (i doubt) maybe somewhere.

Probably not. Suicides by 16 year olds for no reason don’t tend to get news coverage. Would you like it if it got you on the news?

Draino…

YES….such as?

All I want is names…then I can go and do it.

like someone else mentioned, if you really wanted to know, you could google it

what is your fixation on using poison to kill yourself?

It wouldnt matter i would be dead.

like someone else mentioned, if you really wanted to know, you could google it

what is your fixation on using poison to kill yourself?

something fast he said there were a few things that could do 7 seconds as well

so what does it matter if it hurts, you’ll be dead.

car + speed + bridge……………but you’re still here.

so what does it matter if it hurts, you’ll be dead.

car + speed + bridge……………but you’re still here.

Ok ill do that.

Thanks for your help

Ok ill do that.

Thanks for your help

what makes you wnat to use that method now? you said no to it multiple times in this threat already
and now back to serious.

there are plenty of people right in this thread who were 16 and spurned by a chick who doesn’t know we even exist. we know generally how it feels…killing yourself isn’t the answer to the question "how do I not feel this way any more?"

talk to someone.

Listen man. If you want to kill yourself, you would’ve done it already.

Go drink a cup of bleach.

and now back to serious.

there are plenty of people right in this thread who were 16 and spurned by a chick who doesn’t know we even exist. we know generally how it feels…killing yourself isn’t the answer to the question "how do I not feel this way any more?"

talk to someone.

I lost my virginity when I was 13 to a 16 year old, and when I saw her in school and she walked by me, I was devestated.

I didn’t want some super-cyanide pill, though.

Listen man. If you want to kill yourself, you would’ve done it already.

Go drink a cup of bleach.

I’m doing it. Tonight.

I’m taking 7960’s advice or method on how.

So thanks for all your help and for the last time goodbye.

Thanks for your time.

I won’t back on on this thread to see replies so no point posting any.

Lock this thread.
It’s not ‘coward’ to ask for help.

Right before you get in that car and start the ignition, just do me a favor..

Think about the everyday routines your parents do that include you in some way shape or form.

Then realize that will be replaced by their tears and complete misunderstanding as to why.

you’re making a mistake.

I’m taking 7960’s advice or method on how.

why aren’t you taking my advice on how NOT to?
by posting this I think its a cry for help or attention. It might hae been mentioned already since this is pages long, but its my .02

you’re making a mistake.

why aren’t you taking my advice on how NOT to?

you’re making a mistake.

why aren’t you taking my advice on how NOT to?

Did you talk him into it???

first rule of counseling, the counselor never talks someone into or out of something.

……..but we’ll know tomorrow

first rule of counseling, the counselor never talks someone into or out of something.

……..but we’ll know tomorrow

Well you didn’t exactly sway him in the right direction. However, anyone hell bent on offing themselves can do it quickly with bleach or ajax, etc.

EDIT: we won’t know tomorrow, he wont’ come abck here which will lead to believe he did it, or assume he wants us to believe he did it.

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first rule of counseling, the counselor never talks someone into or out of something.

……..but we’ll know tomorrow

word

without going back I’m going to guess I advised him against it ten times and told him "car + speed" three. I’d say that’s advising against it.

EDIT: we won’t know tomorrow, he wont’ come abck here ….

yes we’ll know becuase yes he will be back tomorrow.

:edit: I went back, it was 14 times I told him to get help and 4 (3 really) I told him car + tree.

without going back I’m going to guess I advised him against it ten times and told him "car + speed" three. I’d say that’s advising against it.

yes we’ll know becuase yes he will be back tomorrow.

:edit: I went back, it was 14 times I told him to get help and 4 (3 really) I told him car + tree.

A cup that is 95% coffee and 5% arsenic is mostly coffee, but it will still kill you

if you wanna kill yourself, that’s all fine and dandy…but seriously, you have yet to begin life.

try living it before ending it so short
if not, see you on the flip side
Cyanide is a short but incredibly unpleasant death

Heard it firsthand

Cyanide is a short but incredibly unpleasant death

Heard it firsthand

Heard it from a dead guy?

to continue the analogy……………. and if he WANTS to drink from it or DOESN’T then that’s what he’ll do no matter what anyone says.

but as I mentioned before, just by posting this thread its a cry for help. He clearly doesn’t want to do it.

thats the funniest thing you’ve ever said.

I literally laughed so hard out loud when I read his comment that my bf went " WHAT?"

how is it a cry for help when he is asking how to retrieve it?

thats why its a cry for help. If you want something bad enough and don’t want anyone to interfer with your plan, you do it yourself secretly.

secretly?! he’s someone from the internet whom none of us know. I think that’s pretty much secret

O’rly? please…

agree to disagree

how is it not a cry for help when there are about 8,354 other ways to do it but he still chose to come here and ask for a way to get something that’s nearly impossible to get?

cause maybe he doesn’t want to die the other 8,354 ways

so what, even if it is a cry for help it’s a lame fucking way to get it via this site that’s for sure. you can’t save someone who wants to die

cause maybe he doesn’t want to die the other 8,354 ways

so what, even if it is a cry for help it’s a lame fucking way to get it via this site that’s for sure. you can’t save someone who wants to die

but he doesn’t. that is evidenced by this thread.
If you really wanted to find something online as soon as possible, you do the searching yourself, you don’t post the question on a message.

I’m sure he is convinced he would go through with it, but in reality, I bet little things would get in the way that would keep him from doing it.

If you really wanted to find something online as soon as possible, you do the searching yourself, you don’t post the question on a message.

I’m sure he is convinced he would go through with it, but in reality, I bet little things would get in the way that would keep him from doing it.

Like chocolate muffins

he’s posting on a ‘self/group help’ forum asking how to find a chemical traditionally reserved for suicide. IDK about you, but if I was *really* looking for that chemical, i’d be on some chemistry/pharmaceutical website

Its exactly because of its killing ability that you won’t find it in your local supermarket, suicide is pointless in that you just get reincarnated and will have to live the live you hate AGAIN for all those years up till the point that you commited suicide, and bridge over that gap again. You might hate life, but you shouldn’t want to go thru this life again. Throwing the towel therefore in the ring is the worst thing you can do.

When you are suicidal you are self centered, you don’t have a clue to how much hurt you would cause your family and loved ones. After your death your spirit is bounded to the negative consequenses of your death , the pain you will experience then is nothing compared to what you are experiencing now.

Life is supposed to be hard, that’s how you learn.

C’mon man I know you can give your good advice without pushing your religious views….
Cyanide isn’t the only option, other drugs obtain the same result. Valium works in large doses (about 50 average dose pills), more potent when consumed with large amounts of alcohol.

I tried to kill myself several years back and this is the route that I chose to take. After having spoken to many doctors about the potency of this action it’s pretty fail proof if done correctly. The problem was I was found within an hour of ingestion and had my stomach pumped before I could die.

If you get very drunk first and then crush up the pills and consume them that way (mix them with a glass of water first maybe?) You should pass out within a minute and die soon after, even without crushing them up I was only awake for a couple of minutes or so.

That being said, suicide was the right choice for me then because there really was no other feasible choice for me, but I’m glad that I am still alive and life DOES GET BETTER! Even if it is eventually. You will not feel like you do now forever. But if you choose to eradicate yourself that is your choice and your choice alone, no one else can make you keep on living.

perfect
you say this

but then go on to say

life DOES GET BETTER! … You will not feel like you do now forever

if life DOES GET BETTER then suicide was NOT "the right choice for you then."

you say this but then go on to say

if life DOES GET BETTER then suicide was NOT "the right choice for you then."

there’s the rub, suicide doesn’t allow for the thoughts of things getting better. But I know, when you’re depressed, it’s really hard to think of things ever getting better.

depression makes you think that you don’t want things to get better.
Since this kid is probably randomly looking at this thread and waiting for someone to ask, ill do it.

Do you think he did it?

Since this kid is probably randomly looking at this thread and waiting for someone to ask, ill do it.

Do you think he did it?

No

Cyanide isn’t the only option, other drugs obtain the same result. Valium works in large doses (about 50 average dose pills), more potent when consumed with large amounts of alcohol.

I tried to kill myself several years back and this is the route that I chose to take. After having spoken to many doctors about the potency of this action it’s pretty fail proof if done correctly. The problem was I was found within an hour of ingestion and had my stomach pumped before I could die.

If you get very drunk first and then crush up the pills and consume them that way (mix them with a glass of water first maybe?) You should pass out within a minute and die soon after, even without crushing them up I was only awake for a couple of minutes or so.

That being said, suicide was the right choice for me then because there really was no other feasible choice for me, but I’m glad that I am still alive and life DOES GET BETTER! Even if it is eventually. You will not feel like you do now forever. But if you choose to eradicate yourself that is your choice and your choice alone, no one else can make you keep on living.

AE check

Since this kid is probably randomly looking at this thread and waiting for someone to ask, ill do it.

Do you think he did it?

I hope he didn’t. Hopefully he realizes soon that he’s young, he’ll meet so many more girls, and life has more things for him in the future.
somebody very special to me suffered an abusive father for 18 years, before the father killed himself one day because his wife was going to divorce him. when the family found his body, they were relieved that he died without killing anyone else.
the church of this family blamed the mother for his suicide, saying that he killed himself because of the mother’s idea to get a divorce, and divorce is a sin.
at the funeral of the abusive father, the family suffered through a priest who stood there blaming the mother. before, after, and during the funeral the mother was harassed by co-workers of her husband, who the husband had been telling lies to for years.
while all of this was happening, the someone special to me watched. she also had an abusive boyfriend, who mirrored her father’s behavior. she broke up with this boyfriend after 2 years of torture, resulting in being shunned by more than half of the people she’d used to call her friends. her school situation is beyond hard. her family situation is beyond hard.
she had a lot of problems, her self esteem and self image were shot to hell. she’s been to 3 therapists. she’s been on a few kind of meds. she’s weening off of them. she’s coping, she’s living. and anyone worth a damn is proud of her for it.

you can deal, too. try harder. who knows, you’re apparently good at making money. maybe when you’re better you can write a book about your struggle and make millions.

OT: quick fix

the same way those in the main forum ask about medical related questions

OT: quick fix

the same way those in the main forum ask about medical related questions

Are you an idiot? If you read through all the pages here it is clearly evident that the kid does not want to really off himself. Google knows a hellalot more than OT and the shits quicker.

no..I’m not an idiot actually.
but if he doesn’t want to kill himself, then you all played into his antics very well

an academy award winning performance.

what i’m trying to say is…if he wanted to die, he would have done it already. and you all just sit and say how worthy life is. how can another person determine how worthy someone else’s life is when you haven’t stepped in their shoes. some people are just better off dead

what are the pics of?
I knew a guy who killed himself at the age of 16. Carl! His parents had died when he was younger and I believe he lived on his own or with a sibling… Anyway, he jumped off the roof of his apartment building (6 stories I think) and that did him in.

Honestly, there are very few things that sadden me more than knowing this dude killed himself. He was just a kid and everybody liked him. At 16 you really haven’t experienced a small fraction of what life has to offer, I can say that at 21 because not only have I done and seen things that have really given me new, positive perspectives on life, but I myself have actually evolved as a person and I’ve learned to cope with problems and habits… Life is what you make it, and if you kill yourself you won’t have the option of molding yourself and your situation into what you want it to be. Granted this is a lot harder for some people to do than others, you still have a lot of freedom in how you can live your life.

I’ve thought about why someone might kill themself, and personally I think if I became that depressed I’d just become an alcoholic and live on the street… At least i could enjoy the occasional hot meal and human interaction…. to me that’s what makes life great. You’ll learn that some day as long as you don’t kill yourself before you’re mature enough to realize it.

no..I’m not an idiot actually.
but if he doesn’t want to kill himself, then you all played into his antics very well

an academy award winning performance.

what i’m trying to say is…if he wanted to die, he would have done it already. and you all just sit and say how worthy life is. how can another person determine how worthy someone else’s life is when you haven’t stepped in their shoes. some people are just better off dead

So true. We all have our difficulties in life. Boo-fucking-hoo.

What about all the people in the 3rd world countries who watch their children starve to death? They dont take the cowards way out, they do whatever they can to survive. If some kid thinks life is meaningless because some girl doesnt like him then good riddance.

If somebody comes and asks for help then you can give it to them. If they want to dance around it and say how horrible their life is without taking any of the advice then let them be the little drama queens they are and end it.

Life moves on. If you want to be there when it happens, dont take the easy way out.

So true. We all have our difficulties in life. Boo-fucking-hoo.

What about all the people in the 3rd world countries who watch their children starve to death? They dont take the cowards way out, they do whatever they can to survive. If some kid thinks life is meaningless because some girl doesnt like him then good riddance.

If somebody comes and asks for help then you can give it to them. If they want to dance around it and say how horrible their life is without taking any of the advice then let them be the little drama queens they are and end it.

Life moves on. If you want to be there when it happens, dont take the easy way out.

You know there’s actually something strange going on with what you say here, its like if your life is just pure survival you’d do anything in your power to stay alive, but for those people who seemingly have everything going for them lose the aspect of having a ‘goal’ in life, and once more gaps fall into their life, suicidal thoughts are quickly to follow.

You know, many times these people don’t mind life itself, its just that the bad circumstances won’t go away for a prolonged time, and this gives them incredible difficulties in finding ways to cope. What they need is a way out of their misery, and although they might not even be listening its important not to give up and teach these people the fundamental understanding why suicide is not the way out, and although its not an al cure , you do what you can do in order to provide these people a lending hand. If you were in trouble, or maby if your mother dies because of suicide and someone says good riddance, then even if its true in the case of stubborness, its not nice to say something like that. When there are troubles you need to try to move the situation upwards. I know there’s a lot of buts in it, but we also need to stay positive in these kind of terrible situations. Yes there’s 3 world kids dying, but rich people have their problems as wel, regardless of that we need to try to help anyone with any problem. If he really feels miserable then he has a valid problem. But i think this time around the kid in here really came in with the sole intention of suicide. Id like to thank everyone who gave an honest attempt into helping this kid. So far i’ve received no notion of a confirmed suicide by researching, but anyone who gets to know some info of the situation, please share.

You know there’s actually something strange going on with what you say here, its like if your life is just pure survival you’d do anything in your power to stay alive, but for those people who seemingly have everything going for them lose the aspect of having a ‘goal’ in life, and once more gaps fall into their life, suicidal thoughts are quickly to follow.

You know, many times these people don’t mind life itself, its just that the bad circumstances won’t go away for a prolonged time, and this gives them incredible difficulties in finding ways to cope. What they need is a way out of their misery, and although they might not even be listening its important not to give up and teach these people the fundamental understanding why suicide is not the way out, and although its not an al cure , you do what you can do in order to provide these people a lending hand. If you were in trouble, or maby if your mother dies because of suicide and someone says good riddance, then even if its true in the case of stubborness, its not nice to say something like that. When there are troubles you need to try to move the situation upwards. I know there’s a lot of buts in it, but we also need to stay positive in these kind of terrible situations. Yes there’s 3 world kids dying, but rich people have their problems as wel, regardless of that we need to try to help anyone with any problem. If he really feels miserable then he has a valid problem. But i think this time around the kid in here really came in with the sole intention of suicide. Id like to thank everyone who gave an honest attempt into helping this kid. So far i’ve received no notion of a confirmed suicide by researching, but anyone who gets to know some info of the situation, please share.

What I’m getting at is the fact that so many of the people who commit suicide have no reason to be thinking those thoughts anyway. So many people kills themselves for absolutely stupid reasons when there are people out in the world who have it MUCH worse and do not even think about making that choice.

To me, this kid sounds like he suffered some sort of humiliation at school and while kids can be cruel, life goes on. By no means worth the drama he is creating. He just wants attention, I do not believe for one second that he actually committed suicide.
Its true what you are saying, however not everyone is equally strong , and situational lonelyness can be more devastating then poverty or starvation, usually in poverty people do more to support eachother, you might not have food , but you have eachother. Still bad, but what im saying is that there are ‘different’ triggerpoints for comitting suicide.

Its a matter of where your weaknesses lie, you could be incredibly strong in dealing with a financial crisis, but when dealing with school problems you might could just not get over that fence no matter how hard you try,with a suicide as a result.

Even if the kid didn’t commit suicide, we always need to take the situation seriously , because in some cases you can never say for sure on wether a person is just joking or the real deal, we have to take measures just to be on the sure side.

Its true what you say about the attention too, id say 90% or higher of suicidal people wants attention, many many people live in the thought that people will come to their aid and spontaniously drop into their lives in order to make them happy. While in reality people only seem to drop by if there’s a selfish interest to gain, which is something these people don’t understand that in order to get attention they need to give something back, which in its turn gives a lot of emotional trouble with these kids. Although one indeed should not let themselves be abused, one by no means should consider it a sin to indeed give attention to a person who is suicidal, afteral these kind of people get rejected all their lives, its certainly not going to help them to be rejected even more.

That said i hope the main poster will come back to post
Well…

Anyway to check if this kid has been online?

Everyone in this thread really did a bangup job. Typically you don’t call people out repeatedly on a bluff.

If this kid killed himself, then I’d say everyone in this thread should never post again giving someone advice. Jesus Christ.

Well…

Anyway to check if this kid has been online?

Everyone in this thread really did a bangup job. Typically you don’t call people out repeatedly on a bluff.

If this kid killed himself, then I’d say everyone in this thread should never post again giving someone advice. Jesus Christ.

You would be very hard pressed to convince me that a person or persons in this thread caused the guy to kill himself.

But what the heck, try your best.

Yo would be very hard pressed to convince me that a person or persons in this thread caused the guy to kill himself.

But what the heck, try your best.

Are you guys going to debate now? I’ve been let down on the debates lately…go at it.
he has been online.. I added his messenger to mine, and he was on earlier today, and had a nice status about the dark night (i do believe)

well, it’s good to hear that he can still enjoy eating chocolate muffins

Good to hear, but I could see it all along. He was just baiting people for sympathetic replies.

Choc. muffins warmed in the microwave are

And yes, I do believe he was trying to get attention. If someone really wanted to commit suicide, they would just do it, not sit around and talk about it. Talking about it or showing signs of it on purpose usually always means they want attention/help and cant understand how to get it.

Well…

Anyway to check if this kid has been online?

Everyone in this thread really did a bangup job. Typically you don’t call people out repeatedly on a bluff.

If this kid killed himself, then I’d say everyone in this thread should never post again giving someone advice. Jesus Christ.

Yeah, instead we should coddle the kid who, about 3 or 4 pages in, was obviously baiting for attention.
I’ve been through a very serious relationship and know it’s hard breaking up. I also know it’s not easy to claim you’re depressed "over a girl", but ending youself won’t fix anything.

Good luck

It says here…last online…5 days ago.

Weird?!

Wow….I just joined this forum yesterday and I’ve enjoyed the reading so far.

I will say that this has been one of the most interesting threads that I’ve ever read. Several members, and they know who they are, really did an awesome job of trying to help this kid and give him good advice. I mean, what else can you say? It’s the internet.

I don’t know if the kid is really 16 because he seems to be very intelligent. He also has a way of coming across as being serious (something about the wording)…not that he would really kill himself, but serious about his issues. He is clearly begging for help, but we’ve all been 16 and remember how we didn’t need anyone’s help….we also knew everything.

Titan,

Dude…you’re 16, you seem to have been through some really rough times. Why not use that as a reason to LIVE! If you can use your arms and legs, and live a decently normal life, you should use your near-death experience as a 2nd chance. Live it up!! Whomever or whatever you believe in gave you a 2nd chance for a reason….do something positive with it. Be a positive influence for some other teenager. Talk to teens who have/are thinking about suicide. There is a very good reason as to why you are still alive.

Suck it up, man. Don’t wuss out of life because things are hard for you. Don’t wuss out of life over some girl. You’re 16…you have no clue about love, and I can guarantee you that there is someone out there that will make you forget about her.

As far as the money thing….screw it. You did what you did as a teen. Imagine what you can do in another 10 years.

Don’t be stupid.
what a weird way to try and do it. Obtaining unobtainable poison pills that you only hear about in movies/books.

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He realized his true desire for living-chocolate muffins
So can we assume he is not returning. It sucks that he chose such a definite stance on this. I can honestly say that at one time in my life I to was severely depressed and on more than once occasion attempted, but that’s all it was and it was a big cry for help. I found my help through therapy and medication. I eventually got off of it and here I am 10 years later a mentally healthy man.

Its hard to really know whats going on in your head at the young of an age, I know it can look and feel like the whole world is going to end if things are not on the up and up right now, but that’s part of life. One of my biggest life lessons I learned was that the world doesn’t revolve around me. If I killed myself I wasn’t going to get that attention, my parents would be utterly devastated and it would be over and there wouldn’t be anything to show for my life.

Its a waste to take it away, something that is such a gift being able to live. And to think you woke up from a coma that is such a humongous feat! Your alive and you should treasure the fact that you are alive. Now this chickadee, I understand that you are hung up on her and its completely understandable. But I will have to agree with everyone else that there are plenty of other fish in the sea my friend.

When I was in the same position when I was down in that dark place, with no feeling, I too was hung up on a girl, didn’t think she even cared about me anymore. My friends at the time did a lot of bad things to me and to her to keep us away from each other and honestly it wasn’t until I got up the courage to actually talk to her to realize she didn’t care either way. That she was my friend regardless and honestly after I left her behind, I had other girl friends when I left high school and moved on to college.

So What I’m trying to say is that don’t this one girl bring you down, nor don’t let your so called friends bring you down either, just get some help from your family. Family is truly important.

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