i don’t know who i am.
My friends that i graduated with from high school changed
The college that i go to surrounds me with unsuccessful people
My family is there, but are always judging me of what I’m not.

I’m sobering up but i feel out of place.

I feel like if i moved to the middle of Montana or South Dakota i would have a better life than here.

and yes i know… jersey is a shithole to begin with.
What college do you go to that surrounds you with unsuccessful people? Usually successful people go to college.

You have to realize first of all that most people do change from high school to college. It’s a transitioning phase in ones long life that you just have to understand will happen.

In your case, how did your friends change? Why do you seem to think they’ve changed for the worse?

How do your parents make you feel you are less than what they want?

Alcohol is never the answer by the way, it’s a depressant. So while it might feel great to numb feelings for a while you’re going to feel worse when the effects start to wear off

Why not transfer colleges? Or leave the state? But not for Montana or South Dakota WTF is that thinking? I did (not for the reasons you have) and it was the best decision I ever made. I started completely fresh, made all new friends and graduated with a higher GPA than I could have at my first university
You are yourself and no one else. What is needed in life is not fear, nothing can grow from that. Pack your bags and move.

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