Met the love of my life and my head is all fucked up

This past weekend I went home because we got a 96 (long weekend) and ended up meeting the love of my life in Miami. My buddy and I went to Miami with the #1 goal being just to get some ass this weekend, but on Friday we were in this lounge and there were all these airheads just hitting on us and whatnot and I wasn’t having that great of a time.

I saw this girl out of the corner of my eye and she was different, there was just something about her and i’m not trying to sound corny but it was love at first sight. I have never felt this way in my life, I have been with a lot of girls in my 22 years on this earth but this girl was something different, she was something special. From the second I saw her I just knew she was the one and sex immediately became the absolute possible last thing on my mind, I just wanted to meet her and talk to her and I did and we instantly clicked and hit it off and ended up spending every second of the entire long weekend with each other. She was crazy about me and I was crazy about her.

She doesn’t live in Miami, she was just on vacation there from New York and I was also on vacation there from North Carolina, not to mention the fact that i’m going to Afghanistan in 3 weeks really isn’t going to help the situation with her. I love this woman, I absolutely love her and I miss her so much I cannot even express it into words, I have never felt this way about another girl before and I cannot stop thinking about her. Her face just glows, she is so beautiful and so fun to be with, I just want to be next to her and have my hand around her. I don’t care about sex it is meaningless to me, I just want to be with her and spend time with her.

I don’t know what to do and i’m so torn. She said she loves me and misses me and I feel the same way, but I just don’t know if she really means it. I want to spend the rest of my life with her, she is absolutely incredible in every possible way. There is no one else like her on the face of the earth and i’m so afraid that when I go to Afghanistan i’m going to lose her. She said she’s going to write to me while i’m there but I don’t know and having this on my mind is really just fucking with my head. I cannot focus on my job, I cannot focus on anything, I cannot stop thinking about her.

She is a professional model and is just simply gorgeous, as a result every guy on the face of the planet who is within 10 miles ends up hitting on her and she blows them all off because she see’s right through them and knows the only thing they care about is getting in her pants. I’m different, I don’t care about sex it’s not an important part of a relationship to me and she definitely recognized that and said i’m the first guy she’s ever met who didn’t want to just get in her pants.

On Sunday i’m going home for 10 days of leave to be with my family before going to Afghanistan, I feel like i’m going to have a miserable time because i’ll be with my family but won’t be able to stop thinking about her 24/7. Also, the fact that she had to get a new phone number and her new number hasn’t been activated yet is just tearing me apart because I can’t talk to her and she hasn’t called with her new number yet. It’s fucking with my head.

Everyone at work has noticed that i’m not the same and I just can’t focus on anything. My head is just somewhere else. I love this girl more than anything in the world and I need to be with her, but I don’t think there is any possible way i’m going to get to see her before I deploy to Afghanistan.

I think that when I talk to her next i’m just going to flat out tell her that I am absolutely head over heels in love with you, from the second I met you I just immediately knew that you were it and I miss you so much and can’t stop thinking about you and I don’t know what you’re looking for in a relationship but being that this situation is a little weird seeing as though we live far away from each other and i’m going to Afghanistan for the next 9 months certainly doesn’t help but I am willing to do whatever it takes to make this work and I want to know if you feel the same way as me and if you’ll be waiting for me when I come back from Afghanistan.

I would give everything in the world just to be able to hold this girl in my arms right now. I would give away every single thing I have, I don’t care at all, nothing means anything to me anymore unless I am with her.

My head is all fucked up right now OT and being that i’m going to combat in Afghanistan in 3 weeks I need to have my head in the game and I need to find a way to make things workout with her. I can’t afford a broken heart right now, I just can’t. I used to laugh at people who made posts like this, and now i’m one of them.

I think I just need to talk to her and be totally honest and tell her how I really feel and what I want, and if she feels the same way then fucking awesome, and if not then at least I know.

Please help me OT.

Sounds fun.

I saw this girl out of the corner of my eye and she was different, there was just something about her and i’m not trying to sound corny but it was love at first sight. I have never felt this way in my life, I have been with a lot of girls in my 22 years on this earth but this girl was something different, she was something special. From the second I saw her I just knew she was the one and sex immediately became the absolute possible last thing on my mind, I just wanted to meet her and talk to her and I did and we instantly clicked and hit it off and ended up spending every second of the entire long weekend with each other. She was crazy about me and I was crazy about her.

Euphoria is fun.

She doesn’t live in Miami, she was just on vacation there from New York and I was also on vacation there from North Carolina, not to mention the fact that i’m going to Afghanistan in 3 weeks really isn’t going to help the situation with her. I love this woman, I absolutely love her and I miss her so much I cannot even express it into words, I have never felt this way about another girl before and I cannot stop thinking about her. Her face just glows, she is so beautiful and so fun to be with, I just want to be next to her and have my hand around her. I don’t care about sex it is meaningless to me, I just want to be with her and spend time with her.

You’re moving too fast chief. I hope you’ve got some Brembo brakes on this run away train!

I don’t know what to do and i’m so torn. She said she loves me and misses me and I feel the same way, but I just don’t know if she really means it. I want to spend the rest of my life with her, she is absolutely incredible in every possible way. There is no one else like her on the face of the earth and i’m so afraid that when I go to Afghanistan i’m going to lose her. She said she’s going to write to me while i’m there but I don’t know and having this on my mind is really just fucking with my head. I cannot focus on my job, I cannot focus on anything, I cannot stop thinking about her.

You know almost nothing about this girl. I think you’ve been shot by Cupids arrow. Someone put a love potion in your drink.

She is a professional model and is just simply gorgeous, as a result every guy on the face of the planet who is within 10 miles ends up hitting on her and she blows them all off because she see’s right through them and knows the only thing they care about is getting in her pants. I’m different, I don’t care about sex it’s not an important part of a relationship to me and she definitely recognized that and said i’m the first guy she’s ever met who didn’t want to just get in her pants.

This is the third time you’ve told me that sex is meaningless to you. I seriously don’t believe you. You want to bang her and you know it. Hell I want to bang her just from listening to you tell me how great she is.

On Sunday i’m going home for 10 days of leave to be with my family before going to Afghanistan, I feel like i’m going to have a miserable time because i’ll be with my family but won’t be able to stop thinking about her 24/7. Also, the fact that she had to get a new phone number and her new number hasn’t been activated yet is just tearing me apart because I can’t talk to her and she hasn’t called with her new number yet. It’s fucking with my head.

You’ve seriously lost your mind. I can’t help but feel excited for you, even if I suspect you’re going to crash and burn in the most tragically painful wreckage I’ve ever seen. Maybe I’m cynical, or maybe it’s just a lot of skepticism. You’ve got guts to go all out. I’ve done it before, but it didn’t end well for me, maybe it’ll be different for you.

Everyone at work has noticed that i’m not the same and I just can’t focus on anything. My head is just somewhere else. I love this girl more than anything in the world and I need to be with her, but I don’t think there is any possible way i’m going to get to see her before I deploy to Afghanistan.

How can you love someone you don’t even know? Maybe we have different ideas about what love is. Maybe I just don’t understand.

I think that when I talk to her next i’m just going to flat out tell her that I am absolutely head over heels in love with you, from the second I met you I just immediately knew that you were it and I miss you so much and can’t stop thinking about you and I don’t know what you’re looking for in a relationship but being that this situation is a little weird seeing as though we live far away from each other and i’m going to Afghanistan for the next 9 months certainly doesn’t help but I am willing to do whatever it takes to make this work and I want to know if you feel the same way as me and if you’ll be waiting for me when I come back from Afghanistan.

Well you’re already in this too deep, so you may as well throw caution to the wind.

I would give everything in the world just to be able to hold this girl in my arms right now. I would give away every single thing I have, I don’t care at all, nothing means anything to me anymore unless I am with her.

You are literally out of your idealistic mind.

My head is all fucked up right now OT and being that i’m going to combat in Afghanistan in 3 weeks I need to have my head in the game and I need to find a way to make things workout with her. I can’t afford a broken heart right now, I just can’t. I used to laugh at people who made posts like this, and now i’m one of them.

I’m betting they’re laughing now too.

I think I just need to talk to her and be totally honest and tell her how I really feel and what I want, and if she feels the same way then fucking awesome, and if not then at least I know.

Please help me OT.

I wish I could, but there is nothing I can say. You’ve already jumped off the cliff. All I can do now is hope she’s there to catch you. You’ve broken just about every relationship rule I can think of! Maybe you’ll get lucky. I hope you do.
I was going to mention in his other thread (he has the same one on the Vag) about the sex thing. We get it, at the moment you are so infatuated you don’t even think of her as an easy lay…but to go as far to say sex is meaningless in a realtionship to you? That right there is a sure sign he’s just not thinking clearly and is clearly infatuated with her. She can do no wrong in his eyes. I’m sure she could run over his dog and he’d still think the sun shone from her ass.

EVERY SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP NEEDS A DECENT SEX LIFE. Why do you think so many fail over lack of sex, or sexual ineptitude? Deny it all you want hun. I’m glad METALLIC agrees with me so I don’t feel so bad.

I was going to mention in his other thread (he has the same one on the Vag) about the sex thing. We get it, at the moment you are so infatuated you don’t even think of her as an easy lay…but to go as far to say sex is meaningless in a realtionship to you? That right there is a sure sign he’s just not thinking clearly and is clearly infatuated with her. She can do no wrong in his eyes. I’m sure she could run over his dog and he’d still think the sun shone from her ass.

EVERY SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP NEEDS A DECENT SEX LIFE. Why do you think so many fail over lack of sex, or sexual ineptitude? Deny it all you want hun. I’m glad METALLIC agrees with me so I don’t feel so bad.

Well obviously sex is important, but there are other things far more important to me. I did have sex with her, and it was good, but the only reason it happened was because I wasn’t even thinking about it at all and was just being myself until she said she wanted me and then it just… happened.

There is more to a relationship than just sex. Yes you can make the argument that so many relationships fail over lack of a good sex life, but so many relationships with a good sex life fail for other reasons.

I was going to mention in his other thread (he has the same one on the Vag) about the sex thing. We get it, at the moment you are so infatuated you don’t even think of her as an easy lay…but to go as far to say sex is meaningless in a realtionship to you? That right there is a sure sign he’s just not thinking clearly and is clearly infatuated with her. She can do no wrong in his eyes. I’m sure she could run over his dog and he’d still think the sun shone from her ass.

EVERY SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP NEEDS A DECENT SEX LIFE. Why do you think so many fail over lack of sex, or sexual ineptitude? Deny it all you want hun. I’m glad METALLIC agrees with me so I don’t feel so bad.

I’ve wanted to write a post exactly like his……about you. I must have you.

That’s how all of my sexual experiences happen.

There is more to a relationship than just sex.

Since when?

Yes you can make the argument that so many relationships fail over lack of a good sex life, but so many relationships with a good sex life fail for other reasons.

I just want to have sex with IWYWB. She’ll have my babies and the girls will look like Amanda Bryne.

Well obviously sex is important, but there are other things far more important to me. I did have sex with her, and it was good, but the only reason it happened was because I wasn’t even thinking about it at all and was just being myself until she said she wanted me and then it just… happened.

There is more to a relationship than just sex. Yes you can make the argument that so many relationships fail over lack of a good sex life, but so many relationships with a good sex life fail for other reasons.

You don’t have to justify why you had sex with her. You were into her, that’s it. It sounds like you are just trying to shout from the rooftops:

But no one cares, because at the end of the day we all know if you two actually have a real relationship that sex will be a big part of it and you’ll no longer be trying to apear to be the perfect man for her, which apparently is a guy not just trying to get into her pants as you say. I never said sex is everything, of course it’s not, but to pretend it’s the least important thing?

This experience is always exciting when it happens the first time. It’s more fun than first time sex in my opinion. But second time sex is pretty sweet.

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