I’m wondering if i’m alone on this..

When i start to notice myself thinking about something or someone that makes me sad i am quick to get my mind off of it or not let it bother me … right? it keeps me going

but sometimes i feel better when i put on my death cab for cutie list and reflect upon my mistakes and sadness…let it all out i guess.. i have no one to talk to, all friends gone and are moving ahead in their lfie. So am i but it’s tough growing up i guess.

anyway how is everyone doing with their struggles?
i make girls cry and it doesnt even bother me

maybe im too harsh

i used to make my g/f cry when we would fight. Now that we have broken up and i look back on it, it absolutely tears me up. i hate thinking about the stuff i did to her. but w/e
Shit has been alrlight lately. Crying is definitely the way to go. I only let one person see me cry really though. I don’t do that thing in public. No matter how much something hurts. I can only think of 3 times I’ve cried in public the past 2 years.

What’s been bothering you lately? (besides the gf crying thing. can’t change the past so it’s best to move on)
Honest to God, crying only makes me feel worse. I have no idea why this is

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